it was an uncomfortable perception

he replied to it

                   I think theres something wrong with my eyes

he had to say it out loud to hear how it sounded outside his head

he sounded convincing

                            I think theres something wrong with my eyes

yes  convincing

what was that that was wrongthat pricked his mindthat made him suddenly thenterribly uncomfortable 

he hoped someone else at some timesome other time perhaps experienced what he saw

it happened once 

he rubbed his eyes out of focus he thoughthe had been looking down into his coffee cup

then again

he didnt rub his eyeshe knew what he saw

he knew it the first time

two women had gotten out of their cars across the street and walked towards himtowards the coffee shop

at a distance beside their cars he saw young women late teensearly twenties but as they crossed the street they aged

they noticed him watching them

he preempted them A beautiful afternoonyes

they smiledthey werent creeped by his attention Yes. It is a beautiful afternoon.  

the second said I’m happy you noticed

he smiled and said Truth be known you compelled me

she smiled  a colour rose in her face  Why, thank you.

No  Thank you

that was it

a brief innocent acknowledgment a quiet flirtation

when the women left they again exchanged pleasantries Have a fine day

Thank you. I hope you have a fine afternoon and evening.

I appreciate that Thank you

they crossed the street

he watched

they grew younger with every stride

the second woman again she waved goodbye gaylyyouthfully to him before entering her car

they werent older women late thirtiesmaybe forty

late thirtiesmaybe forty on the coffeeshop porch under the enormous live oak that threw a gorgeous shade to cool patrons on hot afternoons  just up from a meandering creek

late teensearly twenties at their cars

it happened again

I think theres something wrong with my eyes

                                                as they walked towards him they aged step by stepthey aged until they were on the porch and were the age they were

they were still attractive

their features softened

they were womanly rounded

whereas at their cars across the street they were girlish eager  adventurous   as youth is   the world their oyster utterly confident

he wouldnt say they had been broken

what was wrong with his eyes

he decided nothing  there wasnt anything wrong with them

Theres nothing wrong with my eyes

                                       he had to say it out loud to hear how it sounded outside his head

Not a damn thing wrong with my eyes

convincing

for whatever reason that afternoon for those three women  he was shared tangential time 

time warmed up to himsmiled on him 

revealed what was 

what is

though had someone witnessed him in kindNO no  hed have to think on it  he didnt knowNot really  how hed feel about it

photographs presented that

                              but they were static  most of them didnt provide enough context to place oneself

thereby

          Out of Time

while these three women were In Time

selfishly

           he hoped itd happen again

0135,  Monday,  15  6. 20

1221,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  17  6. 20

demand: Send lawyers, guns and money to Tulsa Oklahoma  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2HH7J-Sx80

https://news.yahoo.com/biological-bomb-ready-blow-trump-235257052.html?guccounter=1&guce_referrer=aHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuZ29vZ2xlLmNvbS8&guce_referrer_sig=AQAAADTUCR6o_JhW5ruYPLqZSMDg07RhOQUrxwDNgbnoxqCuYxu070A_VxveCmXE3G2v1UdezkAS-PyYIlPjVFortH9Mr8ksLdOGhGm2hXFp0MuRIFL8cHFKYE5_tjhZAInYkz2AelrBlm6X_DK43hTYyPsoJMI_3cYrqNqoKeiaDgm-

weve got a president who doesnt give a damn

1800,  Thursday,  18  6. 20

bad apples

             he was sick to death of hearing the horseshit of police bad apples  “tiny, tiny” mewled Washingtons clown-in-chief

it isnt tiny 

bad apples are encouraged because the remedy isnt allowed America protects its cops and particularly heinous when theyre mewl that they afraid I feared for my life  feared for their life while in the companybrotherhood – warriorHOOD -- of fellow officers when their black assailant is running away to save their life

bad apples

the clown-in-chief “has shown the world the truth about American-style racism (aint Love American-Style – sitcom cash)

the clown-in-chief by “his words and actions, the international community can see the contempt . . he holds all nonwhite people”

the clown-in-chief “prais(es) and retweet(s) white nationalist” “they’ve seen him threaten to use the most lethal military on Earth against his own people.”

“(The world) also see(s) that a dedicated majority of white Americans steadfastly approve of his message.”

Bad apples?  “Oh, white people can (and will, repeatedly) say ‘not all white people’ or ‘I didn’t vote for him.’ But being members of the ruling ethnicity in a racially oppressive (hed say murderous) country carries collective benefits, and collective complicity.”

Bad apples?

he supposed wed see

                          day after Elections he might be called out to core bad apples

1543,  Thursday,  18  6. 20

https://www.thenation.com/article/world/the-united-states-needs-to-be-treated-like-the-pariah-state-it-is/

        20/20 vision

                                         is disturbing

1948,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  18  6. 20

times he thought it was unfortunate its hyperbole

                                                     @realDonaldTrump: These horrible & politically charged decisions coming out of the Supreme Court are -- HERE WE GO! – shotgun blasts into the face of people that are proud to call themselves Republicans or Conservatives. – or Coldblooded or Racists or Sociopaths  oops his bad  other people would call heartless people sociopaths – We need more Justices or we will lose our 2nd. Amendment & everything else. Vote Trump  2020!

         what do these “horrible & politically charged decisions” have to do with “A well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the people to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed.” & everything else

1030,  Thursday,  18  6. 20

https://www.npr.org/2020/06/18/829858289/supreme-court-upholds-daca-in-blow-to-trump-administration?utm_source=npr_newsletter&utm_medium=email&utm_content=20200618&utm_term=4626349&utm_campaign=breaking-news&utm_id=28916831&orgid=55

Marjorie Taylor Greene Georgia  proof the grass aint Greener on the other side of the fence stunted & brittle is more apt

  

he hadnt been looking for confirmation but when it crawls up and sits in your lap its hard to avoid dumb blonde female

although he hadnt imagined that their ignorance could be squaredpossibly cubed by racist instincts  “I know a ton of white people that are as lazy and sorry and probably worse than black people.” 

                                                                                     Ohplease since its a tonPlease please reel off their copious names identify them  they may not know they are worse than black people Ms GreeneMs Greene Pleaseplease  Names

Ms Greene completed her unnamedunidentified caveat  And that has everything to do with their bad choices and personal responsibility. That is not a skin-color issue. 

. . a ton of white people . . (who are) probably worse than black people 

                                                                            Hmm an equal-opportunity racist  and blonde  and dumbHowever supported in sufficient numbers of likeminded – NONo no they cant all be blonde and female – supported by likeminded Georgians to ascended to the top of the Republican electoral heapWhite heap  or should he say White ton 

lose Iowas King

                 now America might have to contend with a Georgian queen blonde & as dumb as a stick

1232,  Thursday,  18  6. 20

https://www.politico.com/news/2020/06/17/house-republicans-condemn-gop-candidate-racist-videos-325579?nname=playbook&nid=0000014f-1646-d88f-a1cf-5f46b7bd0000&nrid=00000167-851a-d01a-a567-d79e0c9d0000&nlid=630318

https://www.thedailybeast.com/marjorie-green-a-georgia-republican-is-poised-to-become-congress-first-qanon-believing-member

new head – it isnt inappropriate to suggest that a Trump-appointed CEO aint obliged to fellate the man who named him

new head  U.S. Agency for Global Media Michael Pack  slashed those who were at the head of Radio Free Asia  Radio FreeEurope/Radio Liberty  Open Technology Fund  eliminated them – probably because their hearts and minds couldnt be won over

when a man is White when hes Conservative when hes collaborated with Breitbarts co-founder Steve Bannon who said from the Trump Administrations get-go their intent was to destabilise and deconstruct Americas government

                                                                                                                   he isnt expecting much from Pack except distraction and a paleorange smokescreen

an enduring optimisticuntil he has to punch someone in the mouth – he believed Packs head is too little too late

Suck onbrutha suck on

1307,  Thursday,  18  6. 20

https://www.cnn.com/2020/06/17/media/us-agency-for-global-media-michael-pack/index.html 

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/trump-stacks-us-media-agency-with-loyalists-led-by-bannon-acolyte-85488709871

"We won't be closing the country again. We won't have to do that.”

                                                                       Trump  Washingtons clown in the center ring

he thought he must have said it while Trump stirred his sticky bowels with his index fingerthat elongated index finger Photoshopped to bolster his masculine insecurity before the Nation asif the Nation cares if he isnt wellhung

if he was wellhung he wouldnt be prez hed be making pornos

some talk  others do

the president was definitely stirring his bowels perhaps constipated but a finger in his ass even if it was his Wheres . . hes gonna screw this up . . Ivanka . nah . daughter  right . Melania . he hasnt a fuckin clue why he cant remember her name . . though she did sell out . didnt havedoesnt have any selfrespect

No dont close the country

                         Let it keep dying Itll keep dying because you and your 1% arent

Different strokes for different folks

All got elongated index fingers

Stir

       Stir                                                                                                                                          

Keep stirrin Donald   Stir Ahhh

2014,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  17  6. 20

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/politics/trump-says-us-will-not-lock-down-again-amid-rising-coronavirus-cases/ar-BB15Dktk?li=BBnb7Kz&ocid=mailsignout

Putting on my top hat  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wc77Vlb-yAE  he hadnt imagined Fred Astaire as a spider until that very nuts moment 

                           stepping out into the hall three of his cats raced up itunderfoot  so he didnt put his foot down he lunged awkwardly for the wall opposite but the halfempty or halffull mug of tea he held denied him he went down to a kneeknees then a forearm formed an ugly tripod  and laughed his maniacally tinged laughter drove him to his side and then over onto his back  he visualised himself from without to better witness his adventure to better appreciate his staccatohalting form or maybe not as he went down he wanted to appreciate those moments when he utterly lacked finesse

      and laying on his back very much humoured the cats ofcourse doubledback to see if maybe they hadnt killed their meal ticket furtively they looked back and forth between themselves  perhaps anxiously possibly concerned  Whew, man, that was close; glad we didn’t kill him. they came over to him poked nuzzled his head and cheeks with their muzzles  Its okay gang were okay  If I didnt have the tea Idve caught the wall like times before an wouldnt be here on the floor You guys are okay absolved of their sin for being animals they sauntered down the hall into the livingroom

there  from his back he saw the spider clinging to the web it spun parallel to the ceiling the precious insanity of the moment fired his humour again cracking him up  the spider and its shadow tremulous were cast in the coloured Hello Kitty light from the nightlight in the outlet beside his head

                                                         he or she caught in a prison spotlight like an inmate trying to breaking out and either his heavy fall disturbed the atmosphere in the hallway or had shook the walls so that the spider looked asif they were dancing with their shadow

they appeared more anxious than his cats

which really tickled him

2115,  Twosday,  16  6. 20

1022, Day-between-Two-Ts,  17  6. 20

Off an running again

Are you complaining

You know me to complain Ever complain about dreaming

No Not you

Not you either

Yah But then you an me me an you were us

An sometimes us fills a room

                               Then I feel I could lose my mind

His mind

           You know its his mind an were bit players

I think you an I arent bit players If he was a movie our names would be on the marquee on the big screen STARRING  Box office draws

Yathink

I do  I do We could sneak up on him while hes dreamin  an ask

We wouldnt have to sneak

Nah ha though itd be fun to be stealthy

HA Ill one up ya Shrewd  He hatesdislikes he never hatesHell he never nevers . .

. . Nah he doesnt  Not either

Nah Though shrewd is funnyyah

Yah Ill say you said

he gave him a goofy face Youll say I said  An the difference is

The difference is none

I thought maybe youd think my silence was agreeing with you Capitulating

He doesnt We wouldntwould we

Point Good point  So whadaya make of our dream last nigh . . 

. . Boring

It waswasnt it

For him US Our crazynuts dreams  When the static ones come particularly when compared against the cartoon manifestations the black and whites the speech balloonstheir distraction like watching a foreign film The static ones the single frame on an on an on an on Well I cant hardly wait for us to wake up Like a long forbidding coffee break and the coffees cold the cookies are eaten the lights in the lunchroom are too bright to fall asleep

I agree  Yamake anything out of it

697

Yah  697

Fuck it Let him contend with it  Well know when he knowsyah

Yah

       

697  

he wished his daughter was here

shed either deconstruct it into its separate numbers or add them together for one number  four

to her itd be 6 and 9 and 7 or 4

but because she wasnt there he was on his own

6  harmony  he wasnt feeling particularly harmonious 6 represents balance understanding happiness

9  humanity  altruism   unfair 9 was his lucky number so he embraced those attributes

7  faith  teaching 7 takes it on the chin he had no faith in faith

4  nah  strength and efficiencythough at the expense progressive thought out-of-the-box rather its conservative whats tried and true

697

a kernel of wheat between chaff 9

                           he was always good at multiple choice tests he was gonna take the static 697 treat it like it was a once-upon-time television test pattern at the end of the broadcasting day

                                                                                                 maybe dreaming is nothing more than a creative test pattern at the end of his conscious-broadcasting day

Whadaya think

Like you said Let him contend with it  Then wed know

I feel like were sittin in the catbird seat

Happy its big enough for both of us

He bought 9 Hes all about us

I spose he is

early Friday morning – it woke him out of his dream,  12  6. 20

1230, Twosday,  16  6. 20

Chicago  Wake Up Sunshine  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02KPyZj8ej8

Awright awright  riddle me this

Seriously?

Ya gotta play along I feel Ive been left out in the coldsomehow missed the memo  besides youve three boys on-line literate Ive a daughter Yacant expect her to keep me up to snuff on all the acronyms vernacular terminology horseshit  that passes as information on Twitter Facebook Reddit   All again  horseshit

                                                                                   People arent attune to the fact that unknown others are taking a Stanley Steamer on their chests then packing their earsstuffing their eyes with it They thinkthey think theyre informed

Okay. I hear you.  What?

Tom Cot Ton

Tom Cot Ton?

Yes

Tom Cotton.  Arkansas senator?

Yes

Tom Cot Ton?

Yes  Tom Cot Ton Simple whitewashed Trump acolyte making his play for the future

What about him?

On the Senate floor this past week he carried on about the Obelisk of Wokeness and Cancel Culture echoing Ivankas whine about being disinvitedshe wasnt she was simply made a menu item at Commencement at Wichita State She wasnt required listening Got her panties in a bunch Which isnt to sayWichitas to say I wouldnt help a sister out yank her free of her bunching panties

What a fuckin gentleman.

Yah I dont agree with her politics or probably much anything else except  shes got a pussy and Im not one to deny a pussy held tight and close

Probably a righteous pussy  porn qualityhuh

Had to say, couldn’t let it go?

Had to Yaknow me

I do. Yet somehow . . I just . . . didn’t . .

. . Fuck youya know me

I do.

Your problemif I may  youre straitlaced too muchstill influenced by your father I suppose something bout me wants to loosen you up helpya untie your laces  Cuz Im allbout springin em gettin things busted outout into the open  Well call it  transparency

An  transparently  Id eat it                                 

Fuckin guy!

Yawouldnt eat it 

Manoh man!

Yawouldnt eat  

Id stand her on her head an eat her like an ice cream cone

You can stop.

I couldthough Im digging my visuals

But if you must  Ifya have to  I can return to my riddle me this  Tom Cot Ton

Thank you.  What about Mr. Cot Ton?

Wokeness  Obelisk of Wokeness  Does anybody buy that that came out of his brain  Then his badgering cancel culture like he an Ivanka are nursing from the same titWhere that shit come from  Wokeness

Wokeness reared its head . . like . a year ago, I think.

Wokeness

Like being awakened, becoming socially aware; woke. Woke, unlike yourself, who, since I’ve known you, have been, sometimes, unbearably, awake; woke.

Thank you

Actually, thank you. Almost singlehandedly you’ve kept me, made me aware.

Shucks he acted like hewas digging his toe in dirt Golly then laughed at his theatrics Woke sounds black to mesounds jivin an given Cot Tons indifference to black peoplehis crassness on par with the White House he shouldnt be whas the wor . . got it   coopting wokeness its terminology   Lingo

What a fuck

I agree. But somebody hearing him, who supports him, would buy into his wor . .

. . Sounds like a fool

He’sha  hip.

Yah  Hip

Cot Tons hip

1453,  Monday,  15  6. 20 

1027,  Twosday,  16  6. 20 

This is a Man's World

Trust me. https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow-show/administration-s-half-trillion-dollar-transparency-problem-n1231156?cid=eml_mra_20200616

          Trust themtrust the president and his wannabe oligarchshis slipshod horses ass lieutenants

                                                                                                           NO

if he remembered correctly about trust something his old man shared with him when he wasnt a teenager yet

trying to remember he thought it was three but he could only recall two

                                                                           The checks in the mailAhh he did remember Never trust a man who says “Trust me.” how fuckin blatant was that an the thirdnot the least which tickled him an will always tickle him – he wasnt a teenager -- for a woman Never trust a man who says he wont cum in your mouth

men seem to take all the grief

which suggested to him men caused the majority of it 

                                                        Fuckin entitled an aint a damn thing more entitled than a white American man

Hmm maybe that was his old mans intentionhis allusion  but he buried it with a bawdy joke

1543,  Twosday,  16  6. 20

James Brown  This is a Man’s World  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wd1-HM234DE

I cant breathe

               horrific testament of Mr. George Floyd Mr. Eric Garners deaths  possibly the last unheard words of black men shot in the back running away IDd  possibly Black Panther Fred Hampton

indubitably if we could heartheir familys couldnt hear the victims of the novel coronavirus which could have been what they would have said if they were conscious

Think America might etch I Cant Breathe as a motto onto a paper currency possibly to replace In God We Trust

might be farfetched but it aint unworthy of consideration until its stopped

1632,  Twosday,  16  6. 20

https://www.thenation.com/article/world/antiblack-racism-africa-us/