26.10.16







Man you really have a pretty cell here

Thank youwha   What did you say

I said you have a pretty cell

A cell

Naha pretty cell  Ive come up the street and some people really need to clean up their cell in disrepair disarray  Man if you own something you think youd maintain ithuh



Or made they didnt earn it   And not earning it they let it wear the disgust they have for themselvesThat sounds reasonable to meYou

Iiiiimm trying to follow your cell remarkMy cell a pretty cell

Right

Its my home

Your home and your cell


No  Its my home


Well   I suppose we can agree to disagree agreeablyhuh

Its my home




You have lotsa homes 

No  This is my only home

So you go away from it you return to it away come back 

You can think castle  A mans home is his castle  

I think a castle a house an apartment . . . is a cell   Only the jailer changes and hes going back to his cellImagine working in a prison locked up behind walls making a living and at the end of the day leaving the iron bars for less ostensible bars drywall casement windows doors  Bars all

Sentenced to Life


Im not saying this to make you feel badI have a cell too  I accept it  Because we havent known otherwise Or our parents Or parent or grandparents and those we dont know beforehand whose pollen were fromThats a nice thought aint it  Pollen   Couple three hundred years ago they were pollinating in some field the sun on their naked bodies  They frolicked  Fucked and frolicked and foraged and hunted and slapped up shelters slept under the stars found a cave

Then it wasnt so much cells


Lived hand to mouthTenuous Tenaciously    We cant imagine how tenuous




Weve given up tenuous for tedious


You got a real nice cell

Dig it




my mindset:  0954,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  26  10. 16
Black Panther Party  (50 years old — Happy Boithday) http://www.democracynow.org/2016/10/26/surviving_members_of_angola_3_on
White Panther Party  https://vimeo.com/76667026



growing up in Chicago how couldnt a disaffected teenage paperboy not find hero-worship for SDSs Tom Hayden Freedom Rider Port Huron statementer  howl and cheer his part in the Chicago 8 standing against the Machines Boss Mayor Daley sitting(bound gagged and chained) shameful Judge Julius(Caesar) Hoffman and defended by the reeling razorsharp attorney William Kunstler(he wanted a Cunstler)
                                               how couldnt a disaffected teenager recognise Bobby Seales courtroom plight recognise then the validity of the Black Panther Party for Self Defence created after Malcolm Xs assassination and then understand all the more keenly appreciate that these black Oakland California men celebrated Womanism and associated with Whoa! Whos that? Angela Y. Davis  her afro jacked him her intellect jacked him and years and years later she remained the only black woman he ever formed a crush on (what pinned his crush was his unmitigated relish that she was apprehended by (suspect J Edgars) FBI in a New York City Howard Johnsons Motor Lodge -- Friday Nights All-You-Can-Eat fried clams baby -- manna) 


in 2015 at a conference on Vietnam Haydens keynote remarks cited that there must be a persistent struggle for memory and for history  they were living things on-going and did not end

his words caused him pause 

the day before Hayden died  curiously  he wriote a piece where he declared that he didnt spell America A-M-E-R-I-C-A but A-M-N-E-S-I-A



so despite his agonising his bitching his teen-angst of having to live in Chicago itching to begone

he did keep his eyes open

he was vigilant
            OH the things he saw the things he remembered keenly 

things that some people to-day are trying to rewrite


it made him wonder who the anonymous person was hed hand off to



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