Cook

that was her name

why would he call her that

too straight laced

he wouldnt call her by her first name

he didnt like it

Cook

Cook is what naturally came out of his mouth when he opened it when they first met

in the next heartbeat(his heart pounded) he called her Kook

a heartbeat later Kookie 

like the cat the car jerk from 77 Sunset Strip

just the namesake

no resemblance

a mien she acquired the more they hung out

away from him she might have been who she was christened

but with him she let her freak flag fly

he did something to her at a primal level

her parents and teachers didnt approve

funny how parents and teachers thought what they did or didnt approve was Word

Kookie wanted their relationship to remain platonic(she couldnt hear his pounding heart)

Wed look like circus freaks she said

she was referring to her sensational height she was a head and shoulders taller than him

he climbed trees like a monkey

why couldnt he climb her

NO

she thought she was a beanpole

Baby youre slender Ill give you that but beanpoles aint got the rack youre sporting

Your mamma hang those breasts on you

NO

I wouldnt worry about your disproportion that seems for whatever reason to egg you on

Youre body will probably grow into them as you mature

NO

she was probably right

her crisp incited NOs probably suggested that even her DNA might dare not challenge her

she was headstrong

she was intelligent

she was lovely

(his heart pounded)

what was there not to like

she remained the only platonic relationship he ever had with a girl or woman

he didnt catch up to her height when he matured

and that was alright

because nothing could ever take away their slow dances as kids

before 1640 after 1545,  Sunday,  1  10. 16

Kookie Kookie  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gDT2Xk5-Oo

at what age does one learn contrition

contrition  [kuh n-trish-uh n]

                        noun  1. sincere penitence or remorse.

if not the word attached to its compliance

then what an act of contrition is

at what age does one learn an apology is more than the three little words nobody wants to hear uttered

 

                                                                                   I am sorry

as thoughtless and as hurriedly as one spits out a flying bug that found its way into their wideopen mouth

Contrition

not that it was understood or could be conceived of by force  by spanking

This is going to hurt me more than it hurts you

which he really didnt understand until he punished his own children  –  one crack on the ass  no more  --  then sat them on the edge of their bed and told them to really think about why he struck them  firmly bringing them into the moment  and the fierce light of their transgression

fifteen twenty minutes later he attended to the finale of their punishment

his kids knew exactly what they did wrong and why they were punished

his girls(theres that) understood what he expected of them and thinking back over those punishments he recognised he didnt have to spank them but a handful of times

his children werent exceptional

they were accountable

they learned the line and shape of civility

as it was his responsibility to teach them

1454,  Twosday,  4  10. 16

editorialeyes 1  10. 16 post

                          “he supposed Los abandonment was simple animal logic

indie and his remaining sister and brother Sevvy and Bentley benefited by Los exclusion   a lost cause is lost cause

big brains are antagonised by simple premises  their emotions aroused . . .

Shes going to die

She is

she mumbled over her weeping And you wont save her

I am not stepping in between what Los mother did according to her instincts  I accept her decision”

if women had six tits(play the game – I know theyre teats) and could bear a litter they might resort to rummaging among it and make the no-longer-so-hard decision to exit one two or possibly off the whole damn mess  sired by a degenerate male  and saddle up for another try

                              because(Id lay hardearned cash down on the barrelhead) there are men who would have no qualms and love having a barbed cock to make a woman scream as they fucked

before 1640 and after 1545 in the bathtub,  Saturday,  1  10. 16

Jasmine Thompson  Mad World  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENJUB5thpB4