4.7.16

piece O shit



Okay Im out of here   
Headin over to confront that cunt

Wait  Cunt she said  Really
                             
Youre really gonna try an denigrate him by using a word that is used to denigrate me and other women 
Hes already denigrated me with his unwanted unexpected  his rude worthless texts
I think Im due better than that . .
. . You are you are  My apology

You can imagine like you Im coming out of a very angry place

I know you recognise we utilise cunt differently  And different because of our sexes an upbringing an backgrounds  

I admit Im wrong saying cunt in front you

You have a point
Youre correct


But hes a dropdead cunt

Though mebbe we can agree 
                        Hes a piece o shit

she laughed  A piece O shit  Im alright with that . .
. . Good

Though Im afraid a piece OF shit might feel denigrated

they laughed


she said What do you think youre gonna to say him

Ive been thinking on that  Thinking hard

My first impression was to revert to my oldfashion Chicago style That of my youth

Hes a bitchIknowI know I know. . . you have reservations  But comon  women have the best derogatory monikers
Call a guy a dick a cock cocksucker Insult
But call him a cunt ya cunt him to the quick CUT him to the quick A bitch
Dems fightin words

I wanted to finesse him Provoke him Make him throw down first
I could Im sure
Then I realised I was being glib
The bars his little island
Hes among friends
Not that that concerns or gives me pause
But Id be easily hung out to dry  Their many against me  Their word against mine

And overthinking it  if I knocked him Id knock women he associates with
How theyre attracted to him gobsmacks me 

Though turds attract flies

They do she grimaced


Likely Ill go in Hell be behind the bar a hyena gloat on his face grinning like a Cheshire thinkin he can play me because I have no idea what he wrote you because you wouldnt dare share it with me because hes doin it behind his girlfriends back shes no wiser than me he thinks he thinks hes so fuckin smooth

Hes dishonest  but he likes it works to his advantage

Slime

He thinks hes seductive

What a mutt

He thinks the juvenile bit he lifted from Penthouse Letters and sent you shaped into a dream he had about you I had a dream Him and Martin Luther A dream about you and he and his unselfishness his willingness to be a generous lover seconding his pleasure to please you first making you cum first So hot huh So enticing

I thought Id tell him he ought to quit tapping his sticky keypad with his sticky fingers from strokin his sticky cock

You werent interested arent interested wont be interested
Got more class in the end of your pinkie finger than he has in his entire being
We conceded me wasting my time to come down to the bar to tell him to his face Quit And that you aint wastin a breath or a moment of your time because hes worthless

Thought Id go that route


Hes a rank piece o shit floating in a broken toilet that aint nobody going near for its stink
Whacha think

Pretty rude


Yeah  Rude on par with his rudeness
Cant imagine what the hell he was thinking
Hes taken delusion to a wholly new level

I suppose he hasnt looked in a mirror

A troll at fivesix trying to make time with a fiveten knockoutChrist

Has the depth of character an slim oil puddle under a unused crate parked in a rotting concrete alley


Youre pretty good at rude

Im enthused provoked



agitated he laughed Piece O shit



2014,  Thursday,  23  6. 16
0617,  Friday,  24  6. 16

3.7.16



when he received the first note it was written on the face of a billing envelope Theres a black widow in your mailbox

it was from his postman 

he didnt think much of it
the widow had been there a couple of months hanging out as widows hang out
she was HUGE shiny  not inconspicuous  in the insect world as she moved she must have sounded as if she stepped around in wooden Dutch shoes or clodhoppers

certainly il postino remembered last year the widow in his mailbox

he had to bounce her when she broke their agreement

he agreed to let her stay as long as she wanted  as long as she didnt lay eggs

he told her Make no mistake Cross me Youre gone


perhaps she was nudged by Nature

she defied their agreement

God knows she was cute

apparently she thought herself a tad too cute

                                     Break the rules  Opt to breed  Adios
Dont let the door crack you in the ass on your way out


begrudgingly he evicted her


he took her and her eggsack out at the end of a stick

he walked them across the street transplanted them onto an overgrown bush in the shade near his driveway  

he used remnant strands of web he peeled from inside the mailbox to affix the eggsack to the shrubbery

while he tended to that she wandered off stifflegged

it wasnt really her style

likely she was indignant or miffed at her eviction  by the suddenness or an air of rudeness during her abrupt ride

Whaa Am I a chile she may have squealed

he wouldnt know  he didnt speak black widow



then last weekend he received another note on yet another billing envelope Need to clear the black widow or will cease
to deliver mail 6/25 signed (it looked like) @ (evidently he couldnt read postman)

it made him a little irate

on Monday 6/27 he left a handwritten note Afraid of spiders? Shes a good foot away from your fingers(at the back
of the box)

when he retrieved Mondays mail on the piece of paper he left his note was a reply Yes I am! And when I opened it a few times she was at the FRONT!


Yes I am!



frankly he was beholding to black widows

hed always treated them kind provided them wide berth took a Live and Let Live attitude

one day working as a carpenter under a house lying on his back a nest of widows was dislodged and fell on his chest

he could felt their myriad pointed feet running up and down his tshirt onto his throat down inside it across his face into his hair breeze his ears
                    but kept his shit together

from above another carpenter lit him up with a flashlight and offered I cant help you I suggest you lie still a halfhour or better  Ill check back with you
Oh  You feel like youve been bit

Nah  Feel just a bit crawly is all

Well man youre covered in widows  Be chill  Check on you in a halfhour




given that he evicted the black widow last year he felt obliged to also evict this one

a new stick  new digs  an abandoned brush pile overgrown with weeds and grass

he figured she and hers would prosper   


Yes I am!

that made him laugh

at the room at the bottom of the note he squeezed in My apologies  She evidently likes you!







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