11.12.15



they sat he stood outofdoors having drinks at an industrial wood spool table fashioned with a round zinc top 

--   Are we really gonnago down this pathIm not a big proponent  but   temperance is recommended    It is impolite
to discuss sex religion money politics . .

--   . . Your last two Theyre inseparable . .

--   . . impolite . .

--   . . youre really gonna tryinstop   this conversation
when you told me I reminded you of Karen Price

--   Whos Karen Price

--   A Playboy playmate of the month . .

--   . . I didnt bring her up as a segue into sex  o r  talk about sex

--   She was a playmate

--   Playmates and sexActs of sex   arent synonymous   Unless    in peoples mindsin my mothers mind butshes sexually repressed goes wan when its suggested invoked
frankly uttered muttered whispered 
 
Got to be something Catholicher mother  though she to the best of my knowledge never practised

--   Come back to me  You said I remind you of her

--   Yado Aint takin it back 
 
But facially  You remind me of her facially
--   Where did you see her first

--   January ’81 centerfold

--   You see her in the centerfold an you tell me I look like her remind you of her  Facially

--   Have you ever seen . .

--   . . Nono her face  Her face

I cant imagine when you turned to the centerfold you noticed her face first

--   I didnt


--   Thank you

--   That doesnt excuse that you look like her

--   Nevermind  I wanna get a look at her before we dance down that road

--   I wannasee too

--   We aint out of the woodsWhen I do you will

--   Christ  Aint sex

--   Religion

--   Aw fuck noNo

Not sex religion

--   Trumped

--   Trump

--   Awright  Fuckin comedians

I only wannasay at the onset  impolite to discuss sex religion money politics   The  understanding is theyre not to be discussed in polite company
Arent we dat

--   Youre the arbiter

--   Are you

--   Yes 
Ill be the arbiter

--   Okay then  Trump

--   Whaofem

--   Yes  What of him

--   Fascist

--   Hes a farce

--   Youre arbitrating hes a farce  not a fascist

--   Not when he pops off mentions himself as Donald J Trump makes his statement says Donald J Trump is calling for a complete and total ban of MuslimsWhy wouldnt he say even if it was released by his campaign as a written statement
I am calling for

If I was doing something I would say I

I wouldnt mention myself properly as if I wasnt me


Hes a farce  sellin himself  aint pickin up tabs cuz others are rushin to do it

--   In South Carolina

--   Yah on the deck of a decommissioned US aircraft carrier  The USS Yorktown  A show piece to help him project power


Crap

--   You think youve got him figured out

--   No

I think he thinks hes Overton window dressins  Pronouncin extremes  then  perhaps  wantin to take credit for affecting changepossibly movin the center Right


Hes a bright guy  Whys he listenin to garbage          Duped
Maybe his years in reality television has taught him to tout whatever he needs to tout at the moment
 
Because the reality he knows   it aint real

Hes must know that

Just gives people what they want


--   Lies

--   Sure

Why not

 
Hes a tough guy aint he
Got to be to be a Republican 

Or so they think of themselves
 
Yaknow   

Bootstraps


He aint cant walk anythin back  He doublesdown an hell go to hell first

Tacitly touts priests ministers rabbis imans heymans

--  HeymansHeymans(over one another)

--   Heymans  Conspiracy theorists
      
They got airwave churches an if thats what they pronounce then thats gospel  an anyone sayin otherwise aint a believer an ya dont give nonbelievers  might say fuckin infidels   yer ear
Nadoya

Stooges 

On par really  with Daesh ISIL


--   Heymans 

Really

--   Not really

--   You made that updidnt you

--   I did

Ya like it

--   Clever


Clever as your Karen Price compliment
he smiled
--   Wait
I wanna see your face when see her


--   It was sexual wasnt it

--   If Im anythinIm sexual

--   What

--   Nothinnothin  Havin a little fun on the sideisall

With impolite company




2316,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  9  12. 15
0037,  Thursday,  10  12. 15

10.12.15



distracted


                                                                                                                                       by a distant uncle

whose death cleaved him from his thoughts

eroded them



took him off his routine  salted sudden musings  resuscitated memories

which surprised himhe thought they disappeared 

     
then this wire bared  unsheathed  strangely copperish  sparks  an illuminates foreboding dark corners
  
filling them again with wet frothy life    an spirited colours

                                                                                                                       he was Shocked! they were still there

there for the coin the mere cost of his uncles life




he laughed uncomfortably

considering what play his death might arouse an in who     an when


death is often a seeping oil that catches people when they least expect it  comes to them unwary   breathing heavy
eyes bloodshot  unwashed
                                              Christ! Been lookin for you

gives you an unbearable bear hug
 
you werent that close but you knew them you shared with them things that perhaps only the two of you were privy
an their death leaves you holding the bag
whatever was in it for better or worse

you may laugh you may cry



or you may look over your shoulder for it creeping up on you




the finality of death is that its never final

it is very much like dominoes


not played by rules





1354,  Thursday Uncle Ed Thursday,  10  12. 15
while listenin to Sol Seppy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EIj-DgbwWuQ