3.11.15



the cheroot smouldered and drifted a lazy thread of smoke up past his restless eye 
        
it was fixed on a torch or what he determined was a torch  a flickering orange an yellow phantom across from him
on a distance ridge

it didnt lay on the ground

in the fading daylight he could see it hang between the backbone and the stand of autumnal trees feathering it

it was stationary



he watched to see if still life was there  trying not to betray itself with its form against the trees and brush or flame

it hadnt been there 
 
now it was



he didnt see it struck

he wasnt aware there were others  so likely  as with himself  he or they made sure they did not reveal themselves
leave telltale signs of their passings

at least  
             not until now



he sat crosslegged  still  on the flat of a sheared rock slab that slipped down from the rock face above and behind him

the only way to him was across scattered stones before him from earlier slides  rented loose by water frozen and refrozen  worked by time  and to his left from where he had come to his vantage point that overlooked the small vale between him and the distant ridge

he sat downwind sniffing the air  cupped his cigar in hand to cover its dull lit-button end

he watched and waited

he was there first

hed been there long

eked a sustained existence

and not only was in no mood to share but no mood he possessed did he wish to share

 

he watched  scrutinized

when he understood then his ghost would come

and vanquish the intruders


they could move on or die



0045,  Monday,  2  1. 15

“I do not think we would ever conquer this country unless we break the very backbone of this nation(Lord Macaulay’s February, 1835 address to Parliament)”  Ngugi wa Thiongo’s Decolonising the Mind

2.11.15



he had a date with a Glenda   really          she looked like the Good Witch of the North

her icyblue gown had thrown him for a curve

and in defiance of the deference to Honor or the hypersensibilities Regality exuded he willfully risked life or limb to dance with the Good Witch  determined to learn if the curves he might undrape would match the curve he was thrown for

its brilliant silverblueness
                                          was starkly offset by her lascivious rubyred painted mouth which she held in an attitude and fresh restlessness of plumped yearning petals

their color was deftly enhanced by the backdrop the jetblack asphalt street that she stood on a curb above

it spread behind her like oil or the relaxed surface of a pond
only its sharpwhite midline dividing one side of the street from the other suggested any distinction of substance 
otherwise it seemed to lap   purse   close
   
                                                                     beckoning


he had her

his hand at the small of her back

his fingers spread down onto her rump

his leg and hip tucked in between her legs



as he retired his hand

he lifted his other to take her by the elbow
                                                                     she sighed
her eyes fluttered innocently


too innocent


shockhis hand opened involuntarily

she leaned back      unafraid          unhesitantly

her forearm slipping between his fingers

she fell backwards off the curb  perfectly flat  pivoting off her unseen heels

her fingers passed through his
                                           
like the breath of a cold Lake Michigan wind



the street opened like water

spreading around her

absorbing her

and through the hole where she fell he watched her sink like a scintillating bluestone
thensuddenlyasif he were in possession of her sight he saw himself falling up away from her through the same hole she entered
growing smaller and  smaller    and      smaller

 


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