she dropped an innarestin quotient in his corduroyed lap

 

accidentally  :  incidentally

                                                                                        you know how accidents happen

you take your eye off the ball  it smashes you between the eyes  bloodies your nose

gets a cold beefsteak laid on your face to stop it from swelling more than it has

That dont look so bad(lying through their teeth  --  better you than them)

--   Im sorry

he asked  incredulous

Again

he couldnt be sure  he heard his ears right

they no more trustworthy than his eyes 

she gulped slightly(maybe nauseated)  aware its  weight  might be more than he was prepared to bear

but it occurred to her

and if it occurred to her he was going to hear of it

like it or not

not really her problem

                                    and hed come around to that  quicker than most people

it wouldnt matter to him

not relationships 

                            not family  friends  strangers

to him

they were people

nothing more than people

--   What I said was  What if these kids are authentically inauthentic

                                                                  

--   Okay

Then I heard myself and you

right

Authentically   inauthentic

Quite the charge

and by your tone  any excuse would be a shit excuse 

--   Cant you hear them rolling out the ignorance  I didnt know any better I wasnt taught any better

How old does one have to be

I mean  really

                                

If theyre in college theyre old enough 
 

--   Yea

Theyre meat 

--   Well  cutting to the quick

Not pretty

Yes 

Meat

--   Ooh

So theres no jury out on this

--   No

Seated 

Unanimous

--   You gather  understand  your   he shook his head   quotient  concept  is radical

Not one wed want to have legs

she nodded

Authentically inauthentic

she nodded

Fuck

--   You said it

--   No                               

You said it

Im reacting 

 --   Yes

I did

--   Were in a twist  because authenticity carries weight for you and me

It doesnt have to  not for others

Their prerogative 

You agree

HAActually   Agreeing or disagreeing is worthless

--   You dont want to sugarcoat it 

just a little bit   

--   Are you fuckin kiddin me

Any sugar in authentically inauthentic

--   It was a little abrupt

--   A little

I thought understatement was my forte

--   Didnt mean to step on your toes

--   Stomp

more accurate

Honest to gawd

I cant say it would have ever occurred to me 

--   Well  thatll teach you to talk about urban influences and big money on small cities 

--   Couldnt spare me

--   I didnt spare myself

--   No  You did not

And now what

--   I wanted to hear what you thought while I worked on what I thought

--   Jaysus

Authentically inauthentic

Sounds cyborg

Symply disgusting

--   Symply  Threw a y in there didnt you

--   Y knot

--   And knot with a k

--   I dont know that you wanna crawl around inside my head  No telling the shit you might come away with

And the stains  they dont wash out

--   And hence why I disgorged the concept                                                                         

Your quotient

--   It aint no millipede baby  a jawed venomous centipede 

--   Insects

--   Legs  Dont want it gaining legs

Jaysus

The things you think

--   I think 

As if you ought to talk 

--   I cant say the things I think are particularly speculative

This is a whole new ball of wax

Social media

building a hive

Human hive mentality

--   I wasnt thinking that when I thought it

--   And now

--   Im thinking it

--   Better conceive of a smoker to disperse the critters at a technological level  eSmok

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she was aware of how she thought she looked 

too keenly he thought(too severe  he also thought)

 

he didnt think to hold his tongue

potent 

            and volatile                                                                                                                      

and not infrequently they were a violent combination

which he recognised

                                  but which he also felt if he didnt he couldnt be authentic

if he didnt speak his piece(always cited peace)

                                                                            so he laid it out on the table

right or wrong

then there was no confusion exactly where he stood

You cant say I didnt say so

she applauded him when he said  and shed repeat it(I really like it Its true)

I say what I mean and mean what I say

and he nodded with her

Why be otherwise

and they werent otherwise with themselves

they were brutally honest

it wasnt a relationship to be in if feelings got hurt easily  --  they didnt pull their punches

--   You look fantastic

--   You think

--   I do  wouldnt say it otherwise

--   Well  you gave me a look before you said so

--   I looked at you yes

but what credence you gave that look is what you made of it  not what I meant or said

If I thought you looked otherwise  I say so
wouldnt I

--   You would

--   Yes

I love your Kimbra space pants

--   Im only wearing them because we got carried away last night and we didnt do the laundry as we thought we were

--   We did get carried away  pleased we did because I love your Kimbra space pants on you

Though love them even more getting them off

--   Dont  Ive got to make my workout

--   Youre a slave to gym

--   You did that

--   I only introduced you

You  did that

Im proud of you

--   Thank you

--   Youre welcome

she turned to look at herself in the full length mirror  discriminating

--   I do look okay

--   You look fantastic

--   You dont see any chub  in my belly

You dont see my nethers either

she said accentuating her hips and loin with a quick brush and gesture of her hands

--   Nethers

--   You know

he looked

he stared

made her uncomfortable

Youre gonna say if they can then they have no business staring

arent you

--   Since you did I dont have to

But no  I wasnt going to say that

I was going to say that  No  I cant see your clawed foot     clawedfoot?

--   Mywhatthehell

--   Clawedfoot  Thats not right is it

she burst out laughing

--   No                   

laughed deeply

Are you teasing

--   No

But I dont think its right I know its not right

--   Clawedfoot Hilarious

You mean camel toe

--   Jaysus  Yes  Camel toe

she squealed with laughter

But itll be clawed foot from here on out

I guarantee

she recovered

--   No need to guarantee

So   you cant see my clawed foot can you

--   No

--   Youre sure you cant see my clawed foot

--   Keep it up

--   Thank you

I just wanted to be sure

as she shut the front door to her way to the gym  after they embraced and kissed goodbye  no sooner had the door snugged shut he could hear her laughing going down the steps of the porch

he whispered to himself If only to humour you to please you  pleases me

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