2.8.14





It is how all games are played

when two are involved
or two sides

if it is called a draw   a Truce
it will not prevail

eventually it will be corrupted
as all things governed by Time or an Age
or sleek Consciousness

One will possess the Other
 
and the Other will not forget


the Hermit
that is how it was with He


He was enormously attractive
not physically
His ideas
His manner of discourse   the query

                                                                                
His overwhelming fascinations   His unblinking unbridled curiosity
 
His mystique
overtly magnetic


what remains unsullied  remains naturally Eternal
                                                                                                             
a moth drawn to a flame 
                                                                                                                       
the moth perishes                                                                                                                             
that is not the flames intent

the flame that was the Hermit
was filled with Intent
and Malice                                                                                                                                  
                   Disruption
and coddled every bit as much His Intent devised Healing Coalescing and Good Will

still   he did not trust the Hermit

the Hermit would not trust him

the gulf between them would not grow wider                                                                   
nor would it narrow


they were faces Now
   
to each other
                                                                                                      
and neither would dare turn aside  lose the ally of one eye  or turn their backs


it was eminently ridiculous

if the Hermit rushed him he would not survive His onslaught

he might be able inflict a wound to cripple or disfigure Him
more than He was



they never fit

they were intrigued

but Intrigue eventually collects its due



the Lantern blazed
and cast His shadow from the hillock onto the valley floor
 
the tree tops cringed

it ran mercurial and elastic on top the strong river water

its fish sank deeper into their pools  rubbing their bellys on the gravel and stone
         
the fries  silver in the shoals  cowered to the undercuts and beneath the overhanging
boughs
which also chose to bow reverently and not raise up to see that which threw a 
blacker night over them

the beasts   they either fled   or stood or lay still in those places where they were 
uniquely camouflaged


Ah   --   he laughed   --   to be an innocent beast or a brute


the Hermits shadow fell just shy of where he sat

its flicker was appealing
its sudden thrusts  curtailed  its retreats  hesitant
                                                                            
His shadow playing a game of cat and mouse
to torment
if He could
 
He could not
                                                                                                  only fear can be tormented
he did not fear the Hermit 
                                                                                                               
the Hermit knew that
He knew that when they had sat across the same fire satiating their benign hunger and 
thirst

the flicker  
                     a doppelgangers reticulin               a curvaceous  languid  spasm




their patient wait was at its end


he stood                                                                                                                                        while he could stand

he looked up into the night sky above the charred orchid umbra of flame and Light 
pushed by the Lantern
above the pyramidal void of the Hermit                                                                                                                                               
                                                                                         the stars would be his witnesses 
they nodded their acquiescence


the flicker ceased

the Hermit stood before him

except for the starts of His eyes the folds of His hood hid His countenance


he knew what he looked like

seeing His face would not make any difference

His eyes were enough


there were no words to share


he did not know what He waited for

--   Fool
a single utterance

his reply came with a flick of his wrist  a sharpened and hardened stick slashed His 
face
he hoped both eyes
he blinded His right

the Light He held retaliated
a searing brilliant blade cleaved   --   his joints shrieked   --   his shoulders cauterized
his arms fell to the soft worked dirt
his fingers  dying  wormed and rooted in the earth
his heart twisted in his chest listening to its blood emptying somewhere from collapsing
veins

cleaved again   --   joints screamed   --   he toppled backwards over his freed legs
and yet  staunch pylons  they stood guard over him

the Hermit kicked them over as he strode above him
His robe coarse against his trembling thighs

one bright start remained clothed inside His hood
His beard snatched and recoiled like thin black anemone tentacles

the Light sword plunged into his breast
he could feel his heart draw
and exhale
its last gouts of panicked blood in two separate pieces in his chest


over His shoulder

he saw odd stars gathering   peering
                                                                                                
never blinking or turning their gaze


he joined them                                                                                                                                   
on an inky black writhing
riding a snake



1347,  Friday,  25  7. 14

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blue bag
green plaid shirt
khaki pants


--   Excuse me

frightened                                                                                                                                              --   No  I . . I done nothing                                                                                                                      his right eye was swollen  shot through with blood  a scab across the bridge of his nose   
his left eye rheumy

--   Excuse me
--   No  I  .. no  . no

--   No you . . you dropped this . . .
--   I gots nothing  --  he clutched his blue bag raised it up before him  --  to drop

--   Excuse me  no  you dropped it  I saw you  As I crossed the street . . .
--   No it aint mine  Please I dont want no trouble  I got trouble I got no room for . . .

he held it out to him  folded  between his fingers  folded paper money  itd been creased  thin   
but some bills  filthy greasy bills

--   This is yours  You dropped it

his left eye went tense and it ran through his brain  and pockets  and pulled them inside out  cast out small stones and grit from the dry creek bed the crumble of dried brown leaves  bits and tatters of paper he scribbled with a pencil stub long ago  not remembering what he wrote if to someone to himself some last will and testament naming his name what to do with his body when they found it  His name whats his name he hadnt been called his name in a long time  Who cares
ah  that money  the old lady gave me  took pity on me  A bite to eat  Some coffee  Its not much just a little to help you
Why would you help me
You need help
I do I do need help
his eye narrowed  cropped the young man in its aperture  focused it
--   I remember I do Its mine

--   Yes  Yours

--   Thank you very much

--   Youre welcome

--   Yes thank you

he smiled
--   Youre welcome  Whats your name

--   My name  Funny you should ask  I was just thinking what my name was  My names my fathers name  Years ago fathers gave their first born son their names  Years ago  My name is Richard

--   Richard  Fine  Youre welcome Richard  My names Robert  My fathers name too
he extended his hand
Richard  Be well

Richard awkwardly extended his hand  suddenly terribly conscious of how dirty it was

the young man quickly took his hand in his and shook it

when was the last time someone touched him with affection
--   Thank you Robert  I had forgotten I had money

--   Not me  I cant keep money in my pockets for my life  It just finds its way out
he smiled
Dont spend it all in one place

--   No  Ill try not to


he watched Robert turn and walk away
he watched him walk until he took a corner some blocks down the street

he looked in his hand at the money
A bite to eat  Some coffee
and he remembered the bits and pieces of scrounged paper  the pencil stub  the bits and pieces like grimy lint  hed scattered them absently into a sewage drain when he found them
what was on them

he worked the bills into his front pocket as he walked again  unaware he reversed his direction
the plastic blue bag hanging in his hand swung slightly



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