28.7.14



No one else he knew did this
he took an odd cake of bacon grease from the refrigerator  --  ethnic foodstuff  --  and 
dashed it onto a hot cast iron skillet with a spatula
                                                                                         it ran on glycerine slippers
its edges boiling and bubbling
a spastic spatter ascending
and threw sliced onion slivered garlic and whole cold fresh green beans atop it

it screamed
the Howl the Crime
a murder of slender green crows rising
shedding their grasp on low slung electrical lines and cotton clotheslines
pins  popping and sprung
clothes freed
descending                                                                                                                                shoulders no longer held  and arms to freewheel in crazed windmills if they wished   
pantlegs jerked
kicked in the dirt
and Sundays Best went to their knees or their backs in the grass looking up into the
blue sky
haloed by the white sun

socks  damp                                                                                                                           mismatched
one of them running away leaving the other  guilty  to hold the bag  take the Fall  suffer 
the Ire
that they  effectively  turned onto whomever went out and had to pick the laundry up off 
the ground
the Wind  the Wind  the Suspect   if they could get a word out before the lash fell                        
                                                                                                                                  the belt 
quicker than an explanation in those Days
                                                                        
those impatient hot Days of humid Summers and lightning bugs and mosquitoes    bats                        
then bristling relief                                                                                                                            the Fall winds
chasing the bitch of Summer into the lake where she drowned
and popped up
and floated on her back
until the next year revived her

thin pork sirloin chops browned in a skillet beside the beans
on colored enamelware plates already lay chilled sliced pickled beets in runoff of their 
happy humor

shaking her head she suppressed a laugh
she had another sip from her bottle of beer   then sipped whisky from a shotglass
--   I really didnt believe you

--   Believe me what

--   When you said you cooked with bacon grease

--   Why would you doubt that

--   Who do you know cooks with bacon grease

--   Me

--   It cant be healthy

--   A lot of things arent healthy for us but we do them anyways

--   Nobodys gonna believe me when I talk about this meal


he turned the beans with tongs  ground some fresh peppercorns over them  and turned
them again
--   Were almost ready


when he found his Sundays Best laying on the ground
he had the escaping sock   begrudgingly   take them with it
he made it worth its while
--   Lose em in the trainyard for all I care  I just dont want em showin up here again

the sock was good to its word
now  as he learned  if only everything was as good to its word as a sock getting lost

the lashing  whether he wanted to admitted it or not
and he didnt
was worth every damn stroke

he pulled her chair out for her as they sat to eat
she smelled real good   real good
he told her so
--   You smell like sunshine   and fresh air

she laughed
--   I might have figured youd pick up on it  I line-dry my clothes

--   Ah  I suppose right now I should cry author! author!  but he or she is anonymous   
So Ill simply thank you instead  Thank you

--   Youre welcome

--   Im hungry  Lets eat


into the meal a bit she looked up at him and wiped some grease from the corner of her
mouth with a quick jab of her wrist
--   I had reservations  But this is delicious   
she fingered a couple of beans off her plate  slipped them onto her tongue and sucked them 
into her mouth 
Thank you  she said as she chewed and licked the tips of her fingers

--   Youre welcome  Though honestly I suppose you might rather wanna thank all the pigs 
that made this possible tonight

she took up her shotglass
--   A toast  Thank you piggies

--   Yes  Ill drink to that  Thank you piggies  To you and all who prefer the dirt fresh air and sunshine



1738,  Day-Between-Two-Ts,  23  7. 14
2336,  Day-Between-Two-Ts,  26  7. 14

27.7.14



Supplicant
                                                                                                                                                                               
horse or beast
                                                                                                                                                                        
kneeling Alien   dropped to its knees by Force or interdiction
   

                                                                          it might as well have been a cave painting
for its delicate arc  the fluidity of its linework

a practiced hand
who tried to ascribe  intone   motion
                                           eight-legged animals running  horses deer and bison
stampedes
they directed by numbers pounding skins or red-pearl fires   scorching the earth   salting 
and ashing the skies for their hunt
                                                                              smarmy Man has not changed
or evolved much

the four-legged human forms   wearing either masks or tight headgear fashioned from 
skins

hardrendered wagons  carts and chariots

at its edges  snarling bears and panthers
                                                                     Above  wing    wings        a flurry of mad flight 
the astonished delight of game birds   pinionrendered ducks geese pheasants  chickens


And overarching these phenomenal arrays
                                                                                          
a naked hand in steadfast repose
flat and spread on the cave stone
outlined by yellowcake ochre and something turned black
                                                                                                      flat  submissive         
other colours unformed by minerals or dyes

beyond its splayed fingers
wounded elephants  aurochs
stabbed with spears
bashed with clubs
banged by round stones                                                                                               
snorting flecks of blood from black nostrils

and beyond
on a severe flat plane
a facet
stodgy  milling  unconcerned cattle and sheep



they bowed
submissive
         in the throes of believing  perhaps creating  something larger than themselves             
more formidable
to protect them from beasts and climate
recalling those bigger than themselves when they were small
encouraging  a protector 
not fashioning a god
 
a kind alien
dispossessed of flesh and frailty
Invoked                                                                                                                                             
an Overseeing eye
a Compass
a steward ahead of the plodding Game
a strategian to waylay  ambush  and help fill their bellys
find water
to slack their thirst when they were forced to hunt   and Move

always Moving
like the white points they saw overhead
on the precarious hiding dark

yet   somehow   amid the ferocity and cofusion
some fixity was arranged to define
find
this cave again
to return to this    brief 
quiet shelter



1837,  Friday,  25  7. 14