“The only scenario I could imagine in
which I’d become a mother was if I found a baby, orphaned, crying, maybe in a
dumpster.”
Creation Lake page onehunredsixtysix
apparently Sadie Smiths sadistic
which is alright
every family has to have one to compel the others to either fly right or
assume some kind of ambition for one thing or another
in his family
their mother
when they were punished switch belt they
got to select which one from their fathers closest man had an amazing array of belts he was sure many were bought with him his
brothers and sisters in mind wooden spoon
thank gawd they hadnt horses
frankly
anything readily at hand
when being punished it was best not to make
eye contact
not that it encouraged her
but not to witness her relish
which
is
a mothers love
she couldnt make him cry
his
siblings baawled
tried
to cover their assesback of thighs with their hands risked
enthusing her more
risked broken fingers
she couldnt make him cry
because at some unknown young age he flipped
became a masochist
she didnt want
to make eye contact with him
hed be smiling
his ace in the hole
he tried to convince his siblings Let it go
Ya let it go ya wont feel it though
to be fair
they were sensitive
helped to be the eldest
at the gate in the concoursecoming in
hed taken a slew of items from the top shelf
among them
a thick hide
Ohshit
was
one of the first items he grabbed
went nuts at that shelf
sometimes he wonders
when
his brothers and sisters enteredbecause they were family
had he depleted its
store
and whoever
hadnt restocked it sufficiently
they
came at a quick clip
five in seven years
other three dawdled
Possible
he not
that he consoled himself
he considered that was a possibility
sadistic
Sadie Smith
unlike his mother who wanted children
afternoonish,
sometimes early March, 2026
1349, Wednesday,
18 3. 26
The Shirelles Mama Said
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Tls-55Q5Bo
