28.2.26


might wanna remember this

https://www.zinnedproject.org/news/tdih/iran-coup/

 

felons a cunt  Netanyahoos dupe

2302,  Saturday,  28  2. 26

https://heathercoxrichardson.substack.com/p/february-28-2026

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KnroM-W76iw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dwkKJyklQWw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1s76w9mGh84


lucid dreamer

with a twist

sounds like a drink Well think about tha

Thank you

 

the twist
          his dreamedself competing with his lucidity which is usually an agency agent that frees his dreamedself to course differently than that thats apparently contiguously unfurling
                                                                                          revealed


his lucidity materialised
                           a doppelganger an identical double
his appetites

as voracious

                      a dreamed woman can do that

 

before a doppelganger his lucidity cockblocked him on forays to seduce a willing voluptuous woman


he was sitting on the rear bench of a spacious brilliant candycrimsoncolouredred convertible stunningwhite interior

    he was oblivious of the driver

they could have been a robot for all he knew although was flesh and blood

stopping in a turnout to a highend hotel which he expected the doorman went to open the front passenger door for the curvaceous copperyauburn who was there to meet them

she placed her hand on his as he grasped the doorhandle he blushedpanted a tad she motioned she would rather sit in back

he opened the door

she thanked him
                     graspedslipped her skirt up at the thighs to step inside

she wore green highheels perfect complement to her skirt silkblouse  green aye yi yi eyes

she was long

she was tall

snakeslim
            though abundantly proportioned where abundance was benefit  where ought to be he blushed

sitting the smitten doorman snugged the door shut she turned on her hip her knee to his he hadnt moved lefthad hogged the backseat since he had been the lone passenger
                                             We’ve met.
We have

I’ve forgotten your name.

Ive forgotten yours

she extended her hand
                           Eve
he wasnt he said Adam

laughed didnt cover her mouth   dimples
                                                Of course you are.
they shook hands


they ignored the driver


the car moved forwardfollowed the turnout into its own aisle into traffic

                                                                               a brilliant blue day
the white leather interior dazzling

he pinched himself

it had to be a dream

 

nonchalant she rested her hand on his thigh

they talked softly intimately rekindled how they met recalled their conversation the time in between no matter  hadnt missed a beat

 

 

the car stopped in a remote treeshaded lane overlooking a placid lake

the drivernot turning to look flipped the keys over his shoulder he caught them  then exiting he slammed the door  walked away

 

he had manipulated the events with his lucidity
                                                   diverted what should have been since she got into the car to arriving in this place

the driver hadnt a chance

 

he ran the back of his fingers down her long throat she blushed then taking the back of her neck he leaned forward kissed her deeplybreathlessly
                                        he ran the backs of the fingers on his other hand down her throat her breastbone began undoing the buttons on her sheer blouse   unhurriedly tantalisingly  one  by   one

cupping her breasthis hand inside her bracockblocked
                                                          Aryafuckin kiddin me
lucidity materialised behind her

she felt their presence

he felt her recognise them

he kissed her deeper

cockblocked

                  removed his hand
Pleease.
         she grabbed his wristkept his hand to her breast her nipple taut to his palm

plaintively  Pleease.

We shoudnt

Pleease.

cockblocked

Share he heardshe heard

                           tipping her shoulder rightshifting her hips she saw himrealised  them

    Pleease.

0620,  Saturday,  28  2. 26
1121,  Saturday

27.2.26

   Wha

What what?

Im sorryI was thinkin while you were talking I apologise  sometimes I drift off something penetrates my mind  yasaid

I had said cloned.

Jah cloned  Mistook it for cloyed

Cloyed?

Disgusted sickened  with excesses of  sweetness richness sentiment

Sentiment?

Jah

Unlike you.
             You tend to be ruthless.

Ruthless
Your black humor.

                     Your scathing truths.
Scathing
Youre not kind.

    The truth isnt often kind why sugarcoat it

Why so abrupt?

Drives home the point
                         I donever want someone to think Im waiveringvacillating
You?   Brutal . . you?

    Brutal

              Methinks thas an overstatemen . .
. . You’ve not been on the receiving end of your truth.

Not my truth

                Truth

Never hesitate to call a spade a spade

But you could call it more kindly
Nah

        Ya don rock somebody with a little tap
Rockem Think ammonium capsule broke under their   fuck broken nose

So you admit brutal.

    I admit tha I do not wantem to think they can skate off over skip their misstep Callem to account

World needs accountability in the worst way these days

You the arbite . .
. . Apparently
                  Jah

 237preferred,  Saturday,  21  2. 26
232preferred,  reggaefriday,  27  2. 26

Organogenesis  Oh whaaword

Don’t you touch yourself.

Why donya come over here an touch me

If you’ll quit with the words.

Thaint happenin come onorganogenesis
                                             Im surprised ya havent dropped your bloomers an applied rotation on your sweet sweet sugar plum

Goin’ Zappa on me?

A hero

          Go down on you right now but then ya woudnt be able to understand me Id be muff-led

Muff-led. Really?

Kiddo  Wha can I say

                          You got a sweet muff
she blushed
how she still blushed after being with him for years they didnt know
Youre
I know I know, I can feel itjah.

                                 What’s it even mean?
Take it  organspaceospacegenesis
                                     Vegspaceospacematic
It slices, it dices.

It does

Genesis of organs blew my mind   Embryology in college
                                                               Development where the three primary germ layers ectoderm mesoderm endoderm think epidermis   differentiate arrange themselves into our organs other tissues

    Methinks, if I may, believe you did exceptional in that class.
Ohjah

           However understood it then as embryology not organogenesis

Two fishhooks.

Jah

      Looks positively beautiful


If you say.

 

    Wanna drop your bloomers

Don’t mind if I do.   

1239,  Thursday,  26  2. 26
1325,  reggaefriday,  27  2. 26

https://bio.libretexts.org/Bookshelves/Introductory_and_General_Biology/General_Biology_(Boundless)/43%3A_Animal_Reproduction_and_Development/43.06%3A_Organogenesis_and_Vertebrate_Formation/43.6A%3A_Organogenesis

Im sorry he said to the dead squirrel as he picked them up off the street laid them in a cradle of cypress rootsbed of young wildgrass


    Why is he apologising he didnt kill it

Hes apologising for hisas hed say pisspoor species

He sounds viciouslysincere
Pisspoor

            Whaelse has he for someone flying down a neighbourhood sidestreet posted 25 speed limit  killing an earthling

An earthling

Thaswha he callsem

Hes one

Hes apologising forem

                         You look at his face    Hed rather not
I daresay if a time comes tha he witnesses a vehicle run over a squirrel tha brick he carries in the canvas bag slungover his shoulder
                             Hell hurl it at the vehicle windshield  Be wha may


Probably best they continue Stop
                                       Itll be ugly
Hell eat their face

                      You remember his best friend admitting to his daughter tha he nevernever ever wanted to come to blows with her father

He told her tha he went insane


Jah  Ive witnessed it

Youve been with him a while

I came across him when he was two an hadnt started walking yet
                                                                        I thought a safe bet
Hes been outrageous
Fooled me


I have to admit I was enticed by his willingness to die on every hill

You figure hed be temp digs

I did

Fooledya

He did

Jah  Like a bowl of soft tar
                               He aint coming off easy
Well wear his stain after hes gone

    Jah
 

they laughed

                 otherwise

they woud have cried

1340,  Thursday,  26  2. 26
1239,  reggaefriday,  27  2. 26

26.2.26


he was lead to understand that a fetus sharedcirculated their blood with their mother

    wrong

then he wondered if twins would twins share blood

identical twins do sharing the same placenta

fraternal twins do not

digging in he found the error understood how he misinformed
                                                                   told blood was shared
wasnt
       “in humans, the first appearance of fetal cells in maternal blood occurs slightly before the completion of fetal organogenesis, the onset of fetal circulation to the placenta, and the appearance of maternal blood within the fetal placenta.”

fetal cells is not blood shared 
                                 Whew

this exercise has now twice blown his mind

given how often he blew his mind with psychedelics when he was younger
                                                                                may be scarce little mind left to blow

imagined  worse ways to go
                              panicked Whereya goin
Relax  Nowhere I know
                           But methinks if I do youll know as soonasimmediate  as I do

    Got a emergency kit packed in case

No

        You got a will

No

Touché

Didnt know you knew French

Know all known languages but    you  you only understand English

    felt like a knock  but he kept his trap shut

1451,  Saturday,  21  2. 26
1224,  Thursday,  26  2. 26

Placental Blood circulation  https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK53254/#:~:text=In%20the%20villi%2C%20the%20third,fetal%20and%20maternal%20blood%20occurs.

Wharton’s Jelly  https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC8618385/

Cell Migration: Fetus to Mother  https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC2633676/

Take it with you

that was a month ago

No. I brought it to share with you.

Pause a moment


                         Have you ever seen me adulterate my coffee other than when Ive been at your place Doin as the Romans do

It was hazelnut.
                   You like hazelnu . .
. . At your house

    Ever 


I can’t say that I have.

No  Ya cant

                Because I don  except   when you invite me for coffee
One cup

Refills black
              Slightly  tainted by the wash of residual hazelnut

 

 

he reminded him of this when he called

                                               It blew in my face  how he began

Blew in your face.

What the hell. Blew in your face? Can’t say hello.
Hello
       Was the exhalation of tha hazelnut creamer you refused to take home

Just now?
Just now


    Why?

It expired

You didn’t use it.

I told ya I woudnt

                     Toldya to take it with you

You’ll excuse me all to Hell, but I checked before I left. The expiration date was he let him hang himself March 21, 2026, which I remember, one of those little memory games I play that you refuse to, because it’s my brother’s birthday.

Really

            March 21st

 

Check . . . the label.

I did

I’m right.

    Not exactly

It says March 21, 2026, does it not?


It says  Sell By
                    March 21

It also says  Perishable I quote
                                  Use within two weeks of opening but no later than the date stamped on the label.

Since Im not one to have you take me or do I take anyone at their word next time you invite me Ill bring the label to prove  as evidence  tha
                                        Yashoudave taken it with ya

You brought it for yourself when you stopped for coffee when I told you I hadnt any milk

 

    Don’t bother bringing the label.

No bother at all

 

Would you like to come by Saturday.  Say.  

                                                  Thirteenthirteen
Id love to

             Thanks for the invite

1033,  Thursday,  26  2. 26

    Aww

Little circles-for-eyes Orphan Annie appearingemerging left profile from the liknowleum  shes creeped him out since he first realeyesed her in the Funnies

                                               then

before submergingslipping particulising from wherever she rose out of the back of her head blossomed in whole the head right profile of a young bearded Tolstoy seeminglylooking over his shoulder as Annie is either ignorant or ignoring him

as she disassemblesdisappears she takes him with her

                                                             he ishis expression  is despondent
couldnt blame the guy

not only might he not want to be associated with Annie

                                                                 but not seen with her either

shes an anchor

Tolstoy a misfortune seed  misfortune barnacle

the roiling surface subsided

There. said liknowleum defiantly  What you gonna do with that?

                                                                           Bear witness

                                                                        Reveal wha I saw

                                                                                stranger forms of consciousness exist     

1244,  Wednesday,  25  2. 26
1007,  Thursday,  26  2. 26

https://salishmagazine.org/the-barnacle-more-than-meets-the-eye/ 

25.2.26


Creation Lake  Rachel Kushner
                                    Stealing puts reality into sharper relief.
    a statement

read it as a question

been a long time since his life needed sharper relief
                                                        his daughter didntdaughters  didnt harp on him about mindfulness  thoughtfulness

they had multiple apps on their iPhones reminding them

Arya fuckin kiddin me
that was rhetorical
his mindfulness serving was heaped
                                        if an ice cream sundae
that sundae was similar to the parlour that offered for free if it was eaten in thirtyminutes

                                                                                   A Monumental Sundae
without the according brain freeze

 

he was a kid once

kids do what kids do

however what he did he didnt get caught

advantage  seven siblings
an unmercifully thin advantage  but take them where you can get them

his girls didnt have that advantage

because he had it
                    it mortified them to have to walk back he didnt mind was a stretch of the legs walked a paper route ten years in rain and shine sleet and snow should have become a postman mortified them to walk back to the convenience store they robbed

                                                     Robbed  Jah

                                                     Mortified jah
walking over he told them to relax

hed bail them out of jail

he was fucking with them
                         his kids

why else bother having them

ongoing entertainment

 

his girls were good

whoever man or woman ended up in an enduring relationship with them got the cream of the crop

and since they were modest

he didnt have to be

 

    see how very thoughtful he was

1244,  Wednesday,  25  2. 26

Tom Petty  Here Comes My Girl  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQZXA_drkhE

I was a teacher.

he was dubious
                Passionate or for a paycheck
You worked with a lot of troubled unmotivated kids who were removed from the high school to attend the extension school you taught at

How many per class



    Twenty

Fewer.

he was aware passion or paycheck wasnt addressed
                                               Much smaller class sizes than at the high school
You receive dossiers on kids who were going to be attending your class


    Dossiers.
thats a no
Why?

I can only imagine tha they must have had either unique situations or problems to be removed to your school

An it seems tha for you to best understand their background their why theyre there  woud help you determine lesson plans to teach to their unique disabilities learning disabilities   Emotions

 

    No.

Hmm  So they walk in cold  Youre cold

                                                A real meeting of the minds


 

 

he admitted his favorite thing when teaching was the whiteboards the colored pens

Thas unfortunate

Unfortunate.

                   Queer to use that to describe a teaching aid.

Not really

            Quite sterile
Able to walk scottfree out of your classroom  havin cleaned the boards  an say you taught tha day

    What evidence

Evidence?

             What are you talking about?

I dislike whiteboards the scent of those pens
                                                 Prefer chalkboards  But Im a Luddite

At the end of the day it was apparent teachers taught

Apparent?

               What would be apparent?

Chalk

            Arya kiddin me 
You taught all day theres no way you escape the sheen of chalk dust on blouse sleeves breast skirt shoes
No way

They taught  As evidenced

You’re ridiculous.

 

    Gym teacher

Tells a kid to run a mile as punishment

Attended to his other students

Kid returns  I'm done.

Aint breathing hard  Aint sweated

Chances are he didnt do his job

                                      Serve his punishment

probably round 1430,  Saturday,  21  2. 26
1205,  Wednesday,  25  2. 26