What’s with the hair?

dude was balding

                 Wha

You don’t think it’s time ya cut it?

My barber died

                 This is an homage

It’s hai . .

. . Tha hasnt been touched by another human being in   fuck  ten years

                                                                                I can wait

Its only hair

    Looks freakish.

Ever look in a mirroraint a sight for sore eyes muthafucker

                                                                You do you  Ill do me

But have to look at you.

Frankly  Ya don

Your choice

                 Its  just  hair

You always have a thought process.

Jah  I do

Can I ask?

Thoughtprocess

                      Either one of two ways

Two?

Jah

        Can leave my scalp behind  Crazy testament I was here

Or someone can eat my liverthough coud have both   Cake an eat it too

Jesus.

Too gruesome

Ya think?

No

      Coud think of my cremation as a barbecue

Though raw livers tastier

Im havin a barbecue thrown in my honour

                                              Sorry Ill be there only in spiritmaybe  do something earlier

Earlier?

           You are a freak.

Was before you met me

1305,  Sunday,  22  2. 26

Get Low trailer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C25TG5kLJGw

while wandering in his reading he wondered and loanbehold beheld Spuffords factions  takouma  takata  an taklousa races

                    races  he wished everyone could accept fuckin human beings

takouma  people native to a continent

taklousa  those of African ancestry

takata  of European ancestry

hard not to like the musicharmony in those wordsthose  descriptors

                                                                                 Him  Takata Me  Tarzan  You  Jane

a polack

          thas Europe

Fallin in love with those on the line words no fishhooks

                                                  Jah cant help myself

No  you  cant

                  Ever wonder why

Nope

      Is wha it is

I see yare restraining your hand so ya don punch yourself in the face

Dislike it immensely  Don want visible evidence

                                                    Go cilice a sweetlookin word coud go hairshirt but prefer the brisk lashes of a discipline  Another sweetlookin word

Woudya quit with words

Nope

       Theyre my sweets my desserts

Which you refuse

Jah

       Words are rewards  Treats

Zero calories

Superspikes of endorphins adrenaline

                                         Endorphins from endogenous  within the body  Word cute as shit  Morphine  Opiate both cute as shit

    You ever listen to yourself

All the fuckin time

                      The beauty of ascetichermitic living  Als . .

. . I know  Cute as shit

    Jah

1054,  Sunday,  22  2. 26

1247,  Sunday

Cahokia Jazz  https://commonreader.wustl.edu/cahokia-jazz-revives-our-lost-city-and-our-best-music/

https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/body/23040-endorphins

Aging - The Kiss of Wet Asphalt  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qO_br-Zym5w

he rarely ate out

realised he shit out   even less

    comparable

Cantya compare something else for Christssake

Wha woud you have me compare

Sumpthin

           Anythinelse

 

Id have to think

Think

Sheesh 

           Get up on the wrong side of the bed

As a matter of factNo

                         I woke to rarely ate out shit out less arya kiddin me

Lemme ask you

                 Wha did you wake to

Rather wha I wokeup from A gas of a dream

                                                 Witnessed a pair of hockey skates tiedtogether by their laces hurledhighhigh into the air five separate times from one vantage point the front porch of my childhood house then the same over four more sequences from other perspectives

I dreamt the whole night long this one dream

                                                  Cant remember another   ever

Hockey skates  They symbolise something

They werent mine

                    I got a pair for Christmas as a boy but I was a lousy onem

Maybe needed to be more grounded

Hmm I wasnt agileditched them the next winternext spring for a basketball

                                                                                Grounding  Possible  Reasonable

But my kidbrother was skating well gaveem to him

Hurled hockey skates

Jah

      Obviously Ill give it some more time

Ponder it

             Certainly humoured me the whole night Waking  I realised I hadnt move off my back head between the pillows

Deep sleep

Fathomsdeep

                 Thas not frequent

Hence another reason to ponder

                                            Any idea why Rachel Maddow was there

You saw

I did

You often witness my dreams

Rarely

              Probably comparable to your eating out an shitting  

0857,  Sunday,  22  2. 26

1026,  Sunday

finished washing the cats breakfast side plates he turned around to the counter behind him to get a dishtowel to wipe his hands and found october the queen had parked her ass on thembeside her her daughter shy both sitting as pretty as could be   apparently watchingintrigued by his labour

he thought a second to disturb october

then humoured

                 chuckled coolly under his breath bubbly like a creek didnt say it out loud

he opened the drawer second down on the right  fetched a dishtowel

they watched him intently  that hairtrigger to leap flee  predatorprey evolved

    stepped backdrying his hands

                                      You two mugs know wha they say  doncha

they looked him in the eyes

                                  They say  theres more than one way to skin a cat      

0845,  Sunday,  22  2. 26