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I really find that hard to believe.

Tha I havent been jealous since I was a teenager

Think.

           Since a teen?

I remember distinctly laughed  a fit of glee   Yaknow whatha experiencefacing into the bathroom cabinet mirror reminds me of every time it occurs to me

No. What?

Ever see the paintingcurrently  whellpermanently on display at the Chicago Art Institute Picture of Dorian Gray

I have not.

You got your damn iPhone  Google it sometime

                                                        Gray with an A
Its what occurred to me then an now always    how ugly I appeared to myself in the bathroom mirror

I was appalled

I was ashamed

 

So much so, that you weren’t ever jealous again.

Jah
So a girl breaks up with you . .
. . Many have

    And you see her weeks later, she’s walking arm and arm hand in hand with another guy not jealous?

No

         Why woud I be

She prefers him to you, you liked her, jealous of him, simple.

Apparently your equation

                              Water under the bridge image in the rearview mirror
snapped his fingers  Just like that?
snapped his
                Just  like  tha
I shoud pine over someone who prefers someone else
                                                        Wanna explain the sense the waste of time in tha futility

You could win her back.

 

Why woud I do tha

You wouldn’t want her back?

No

         She made her choice  I honour peoples choices
But you really liked her . .
. . I fell in love with her . .
. . In love, even more poignant.

 

    She was not in love with me

                                      Do you equate love an jealousy

You know.

                I believe I do.

You fall in love a lot
                      I dated a lot  I dated a lot of different women at the same time
You

I had girlfrien . .
. . The girls I dated were girl friends

                                                    You only dated one at a time

 

    I only dated one at a time.

Sought to be an item

Item?  I wouldn’t say that.

But you wanted it known you were dating her

Me dating her her dating me.

An item


Ohkay, an item.

    Why

 

What do you mean why?
Possession
               Piss on her leg mark your territory

Asif she woud be your territory

I don’t think I thought that.

Wha did you think
                     I had first second several thirds rarer fourth an fifths  came out of dating with girlspacefriends
Legit frienno  no    Acquaintances

 

    Whadidya  think

Think?
Possession  Yours

                           Were you hers

I don’t think possession.

Did you want to know who else she was hangin around withguys
Yeah.

Wha was the sweat
                        She might start to like them more
She’s my girlfriend.

Were you  insecur . .
. . No.
Wha

What do you mean, what?

You werent insecure

                         She was your girlfriend
Whas to worry Alfred E Neuman

Don’t make slight of it.

Then make something of it tha woud make sense other than some sense of possession when of course she wasnt nor were you hers

Brother, you really didn . .
. . Have  steady  girlfriends I didnt  Why woud I

                                                            I was dating
I wasnt jealous    

0900,  Saturday,  4  4. 26

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