Cheerleader, church girl, naughty girl.

                                         Theyre hot.

   Ya don get out much do you

No. I do.  I was just saying.

Wha arya saying

Are those true experiences?

Im not sayin

You can tell me.

he laughed boisterously  Don take this bad but youd be the last person Id tell

his jaw went slack

                      Why wouldn’t you saytell me?

For the reason I follow obsessively

                                      I wouldnt tell anyone  Just happens youd be the last anyone

Why?

Because 

            Plenty of people live vicariously fraudulently  They live via on-line via videogames via shit I probably havent any clue about or woud care  Ill leave them to their druthers as long as they leave me out

But you must realize, you’re giving them that.

Im writing

            As Ive told you before  fictions fiction fictions scifi fictions nonfiction Nonfiction cant be fiction  It provides fact provides evidential speculation offers reasonable  reasonable hypotheses            

I write Its doesnt matter if its true or imaginedHA

                                                      And Im not at liberty to say

Not at liberty . . to say?

No  Neither are you

                      However  alas  yare not a storyteller

The faces  masks theyve wornIve worn utterly fascinate me  I am elated aroused tha they saw me fit to be a part of be involved with to witness their manifestations their willingness to imagine assume roles  Make makebelieve

Make makebelieve?

   Yes

           It shoudnt end when our childhood does  Think of the lives saved if we werent so fuckin serious  deadly serious

As a species we possessI believe exceptional imaginationperhaps I shoud correct myself not exceptional If we are the only species on the planet tha can imagine frankly it may be mundane Possibly no onenothing behind us pushing us forwardcompeting with us

                                 Woudnt tha be novel

I don’t think . .

. . You don know

                    Wittgenstein

Yes.

Yes

     Whereof one cannot speak thereof one must be silent  I love whereof an thereof

You certainly do.

I do

      We love being entertaineddole out tons of dough for it  We lovewe want to be other than who we are

You like who you are

I do.

Are you satisfied

I don’t think anyone is satisfie . .

. . I didnt ask about anyone

                              I asked you

How do you expect me to answer that?

   If someone isnt satisfied its their fault

Fault?

You disagree

I think I may.

Id rather you believe  No matter

                                     Cheerleader  church girl  naughty girl  I adore they trusted me with their unabashed freedom their kindness playfulness  So unashamed  So willing to imagine

undated

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