who knew

           “I come from reckless, unsentimental people.”  Flamethrower by Rachel Kushner

he did too

    as a boy if an uncle didnt trip him when he was running through the house an aunt pronounced ant not tha queer aunt he on occasion heard that made the hair on the back of his neck standonend

                                                                             an aunt did

rugburns on his hands an knees

                                  he was moving  high school  was a fine scatback

did he learn his lesson

                        No

and Jah

        he made it into a game a gauntlet  and more than a few times he made it from the back of the house to the front hurtling feet legs laughing gayly at Quit running in the house. We don’t run in the house.

    no they didnt

theyd spill their beers whiskeys highballs wine coffee even Careful, hot coffee. didnt dissuade him

it was a fine dysfunctional environment

                                           helped him determinehone what functional was when he ran into it

like a brick wall

                 There now  Thaswha its supposed to be

growing up that way certainly made things interesting made him curious made him turn whatever sphere he was in in his hands like a child that does not know what a ball is they turn it overanover roundanround seeing it from every possible arc

a ball hasnt angles

he wasnt embarrassed when someone asked him what his people were like where were they

“I come from reckless, unsentimental people.”

                                                      who he visits once a year

2136,  Thursday,  23  7. 26

1235,  Monday,  27  7. 26

entropy  everything breaks down  Order  Disorder  Chaos   https://smarthistory.org/robert-smithson-spiral-jetty/